For years, I thought the reason I didn’t feel fully alive must mean I needed a different life.

A new city. A new relationship dynamic. A new healing modality. A new version of myself.

Except by the time I hit my 30s, I already had the life I once dreamed about. I was running an elopement adventure wedding company with a team, hosting in person embodiment somatic workshops and retreats here in Oregon, documenting love stories in the mountains in Colorado, frolicing around waterfalls in Oregon, helping women fall in love with themselves, sisterhood and feeling at home in their bodies, living in beautiful places, published my first memoir, raising my daughters, married to the man of my dreams, surrounded by creativity and beauty… yet underneath it all, I still had this quiet feeling of wanting to run every time life got hard.

What I eventually discovered after healing chronic illness, navigating deep relationship grief, studying embodiment and meditation for years, and spending over a decade helping women reconnect to themselves… is that aliveness does not return because we finally perfect ourselves.

It returns when we create the conditions where our bodies feel safe enough to come back online again.

That’s the work I care most about now: helping women stop living like ghosts inside their own beautiful lives and reconnect to joy, creativity, desire, wonder, community, and the version of themselves that was never actually gone.

This is exactly what we’ll explore inside Ignite.